This is where I need to be when I am left with my wits end - tolerating all the vices in the world that have muddled my being - and seriously need to drown my sorrows in escapism. It is truly "almost malice" if one is not driven to the brink of insanity only due to clinging virtues and hating the evils of the world. If you need to escape, as have I many, many times, there is hope that love and inspiration can guide you back to your true self and return to live again.